okay so i was grounded from the compture for a week (that was like two weeks ago) and my mom tryed to tell me that i couldn't go to conventions again till i was 18 and i stayed in my room for 3 days sleeping mostly and not really eatting ;/ it sucked ass man! and i guess my mom felt bad so she ended my grounding and let me go to cons all but dotcon which i heared sucked ass so im glad i didn't go!

anyways so i got into a little fight with my mom and my step dad jumped in and started telling me of and shit and was bitching at me like he knew fucking everything and i got pissed b/c i wasn't fighting with my mom anymore and i was trying to clean to go see fei and shit and my step dad started talking shit about me so i bitched at him and told him to fuck off b/c hes not my dad and i don't have to take his bullshit. so he got pissed started bitching at my mom about how 'ungreatful' i am and shit and we all know what happeneds when people say that about me XDDDDDDDD! but yeah so my mom wanted me to talk to my step dad about this 'roblem' so as im coming up the stairs to talk about it with them all i hear is 'im not fucking talking about anything with that kid' and i opened the door and said as nicely as i could to my mom 'ill wait for you down stairs to talk to me then' and waited. needless to say me and my mom calmly talked it out and i ended up telling her why im always in a bitchy mood and so snappy with people. so my mom told my step dad that im willing to talk to him and shit calmly and in a mature way and he said he still wouldn't talk to me and so my mom told him he has to talk to me or he has to leave. so guess what.....thats right kai again has lost a father figure b/c he told my mom that hes looking for a place to stay on monday and well yeah ;/!!(also my step dad told my mom he was going to kill me! lawl)

so right now i miss my real dad and my big brother and i wish my rents never split up in the first place and i want to like cry and talk to my borther and shit about it b/c i feel that i can only really talk to him about it b/c hes family and i wanted to talk to my sister about it too b/c i know she'll understand whats happening and shit. but yeah lil kai is strong! hes been through alot of shit this past year and he will make it through this!

i stayed at fei's house last night so that helped but its so quit here now.

on the + side im almost done my mion cosplay just need the wig and the gun thing and im finished. can't wait to see people at dtac!

also i have a job interview tomorrow so maybe ill get a job!

thats all for now!

byebyes!